“Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” Philippians 4:6-7. ESV
Sometimes life imposes afflictions that we cannot control.
Seizures. The new diagnosis appeared a little over a year ago. This really took us by surprise since we thought we had dodged this bullet, so to speak. Plans for our son, whom already had a few other diagnoses (Apert Syndrome, ADHD, and a Learning Disability) swiftly turned in a different direction, and placed us into a whole different league. Our worry continued, but now more than ever for his safety.
It’s certainly natural with our innate, parental hardwire, to worry for our kids dealing with (insert your term of choice: special needs, medical complexities, diagnoses, disability….everyone has their preference). It would be helpful to just be able to look into a crystal ball and see what we are supposed to do next so that we can be better prepared and provide protection. Or would it? Would it really make things easier? Would our worry and anxiety dissipate? Probably not. Most likely we will always battle with worry, anxiety and the weight of responsibility on our shoulders.
However, what I have learned, (and am still learning) is that no amount of worry and anxiety can change the situation, but prayer can. We have a God that loves us so much, that He desires our hearts and is willing to take on our battles for us. All we have to do is ask. I think it is safe to say that whatever the diagnoses may be that consumes us with worry, whether new or old, we can bring it to God and He will take care of it. When our hearts are troubled, if we turn to God in prayer and give Him our worries, there is nothing He would like more than to take away our fears and anxiety, and above all, for us to have a relationship with Him. He hears and knows our pain, and is there for us every moment….if we just allow Him to be.
This is certainly something I have struggled with over time…wanting to be, or feeling I needed to be in control so that I could protect and prevent any pain and suffering. I am learning to humble myself and realize that that is not my job. That is for God. He is in control, all of the time.
Hallelujah for that!
Prayer: Heavenly Father, you are our God above all. We ask for forgiveness for seeking our own control, thinking we may find the answers without coming to you first. Thank you for Your unconditional love. We pray that you ease our minds and our hearts, reminding us that You are always in control. Please hear our pleas, take away our worries and anxiety, giving us peace of mind, and protect our children from harm. In Jesus’ name, Amen.
